the trip as only a hope

the "trip" as a "hoping for the other" (?)

• a way to see if the other truly happens:
  • how weird can this "new" land (or thing) be?
  • does it fade away into the "same" once we get there?
  • does it "come back to us" once we leave it?
  • does it shifts slowly into something else?
• another shape of:
  • the "new happening"
  • the "new person"
  • the "new thing"
    • book
    • film
    • song
    • work
    • drug
• the "new" or "other" settles into the "old" or "same"

the word "tour" means something that comes back:

• we do not hope that it gives us "new lives"
• we go somewhere, but always come back
  • even when we stay "there", it soon becomes another "here"